Social introvert

I'm an introvert. It's not a secret, but I don't know if it's as obvious as I've used to think. What changed my thinking was that I realized I'm also a social person. I love being with and around people and I love meeting them and talking and just spending time, you know. That might not seem very introvert, right?

But that's quite a rough combination. This week I've met so much other people and today I noticed how much it takes energy from me. I'm so not ready for going to school tomorrow already. I need a day off. Which I actually already decided to give myself, at least a part day off: I'm not going to the first lesson tomorrow. That's very big thing for me, because among the other things: I'm perfectionist and I must not fail and I mustn't be absent.

How I noticed I'm tired? Well, I'm tired, but not I need sleep-tired. I kind of want to cry, but at the same time I don't feel like crying. I'm not sad, I'm just tired. I feel very vulnerable.

My period may also boost this feeling. I know that's not the main reason because my period started two days ago and two days ago I still got the energy to get to my appointments and do some project and stuff. But now I got tired.

I'm going to have a cigarette now. Then I'll update my CV.